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Sunday, October 09, 2005

daaaammmnn i just came back from nor*cal bittersweet.. more good times to overweigh the bad.. just too many things that happened in 3 days.. actuallt 2 n a half.. n i think i had about 8 hours SPREAD OUT to sleep in those 2 n a half days.. gEez surprised i even have enough energy to type right now.. so yeah.. my krew had our lil 2 year at avalon saw the lovely tiearra marie however u spell her name.. for about 5 seconds.. but i was more interested in seeing my friends -=) fun times fun times.. n then caught up with news.. OMG n then found out that my friend passed away -=*( n im about A YEAR LATE.. R.I.P. bobby~!! to the sweetest guy in the world.. why do bad things happen to good people.. its ok he's in a better place.. MiSS u 4EVER~!! -=*[ i guess HE has bigger things in store for u up there.. n then the usual find out who's with who .. who broke up with who.. what's new.. saw my girls.. DiDN'T SLEEP.. did the SAME THiNG the NEXT NiGHT reuinion day everyday i miss home so much~! it's good that i get to go back every now n then.. constant reminder of what i have waiting when i'm done with everything i have to do in life.. n it MAiNTAiNS MY SANiTY -=) i dunno what i'd do if i didn't have so many friends supporting me n MiSsiNG mEeEh~!! aww i feel so special so loved -=) u guys r the best~!! well.. so many things i wanna write but im tired.. its time to catch up on SOME sleep -=) later dayz

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Thursday, September 29, 2005

omg.. i dont even remember the last time i wrote in this.. probably cuz i've been w/out internet for MONTHS!! its been a tough couple of months trying to make ends meet but i constantly have people around me telling me not to give up.you learn the true value of living with parents i swear but things are better like this. I can concentrate more, I don't feel like I'm being weighed down I can't just party all the time anymore. I grew up.. [sorta] I feel like if i stayed in sac, I wouldn't really make anything of myself. So true though. So recap.. moved out the ghetto.. BRAND NEW CONDO iN MiSSiON VALLEY. Its nice total change from the bad.. i knew something good would come out of living in that shit hole.. You always get what you deserve in the end.. even if it means its gonna b a while till you get it. I found out that a lot of my friends haven't grown up yet, its okay. They're still young but I need to get my head on right. I realized that damn.. im gettin pretty close to 25. I think my mom's worried that I'm going to be an old maid cuz shes constantly tryin to hook me up with people from the damn philippines.. OMG then one day she lectures me on the phone about being so picky.. gEeZ ma u shud b so lucky i dont have a baby~!! i think she's just feeling left out cuz all of my friends had babies n their mom's happen to be my moms friend.. haha so yeah she thinks im gonna b an old maid.. at this rate.. i PROBABLY AM~! i hate guys..can't trust them.. dunno if i ever will. Anyways, too busy to think about them right now. School is gonna b so hard this time around and UNBELiEVABLY EXPENSiVE.. didn't exactly tell my mom the real cost of school because i dont want her to worry about finances so i told her it was a couple thousand cheaper than it actually is -=X its ok.. i dont want her to stress out.. so now im workin like krayzie tryin to make bread.. its ok.. big pay off in the end.. once i finish school i dont have to worry about finances. So many times I wanted to just give up and go back home because I came across so many bumps in the road but my cousin tells me that it's pointless to go back.. that I should just finish which is so true. I refuse to go back empty handed.. I wanna b able to go back and say mom I did something with my life. I found out my friend christian moved back home after workin his ass off to move out, he was doing fine in school but it just got too hard so he went back home and now he's MiSeRabLe -=T i hope that doesnt happen to me.. oh well.. its ok.. i have good friends here that maintain my sanity. mAaNn its 4am i cant sleep ive been sick for almost a week.. this isn't good money is already tight and gas is so damn expensive. New place=new things and the place is unfurnished and bare, slowly putting in additions. Surprised we have internet already installed.. its a must for school tho.. school and CHECKiNG EMAiLS ahaha we're supposed to have some kind of house warming, mostly mikes family tho.. i dont have much family in so cal that im close to so i'm gonna feel all odd-ball but a few of my close friends will come -=) they're my family replacement for now ahaha I miss my friends in sac.. i guess a lot of things are happening in nor*cal too. I recently got back in touch with a couple of homies from back in the day.. wow.. im missing out on so much.. good and bad.. I wish everything could be sinple again like HS thsoe were the days.. man.. i think this cough medicine is making me depressed haha im all reminiscing n shyt.. uGHhh being sick sucks!! i better get well soon this isn't good. so n e weyz yeah uhMm what else happened.. nothing makor.. i TURNED OLDER.. yeap.. twenty-freekin-three spent my bday with close friends at fridays.. it was fun man.. i wish i was FOREVER 21 hahaha damn i really am gonna b an old maid its ok ill b a kick ass godmother -=) damn hella sept bdays my cuzz my mom my girls from sac some folks in so cal man i miss the folks.. awww EMO -=] i wonder if n e 1 still reads these posts.. i was supposed to always write in them to keep my friends updated on whas been goin on in my life but i doubt n e 1 has the time to read these n e more cuz everyones so bz all the time.. oh yeah... im trying to gain 20 lbs.. so far im at -2 but I HAVE AN EXCUSE.. im sick haha so yeah.. uhMm.. ok i think i needa go to sleep now.. ill write again soon.. BYE

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Monday, July 04, 2005

being back up north was GREAT.. didnt wanna leave.. every night consisted of some sort of party.. most of which involved ALKi.. good times.. saw a lotta people i havent seen in a while.. last hit b4 we left.. just like the good ol days.. too hot.. too loud.. too many people u can hardly dance.. left b4 the big riots fights n po's come thru end up at another house for an after party more ALKi n a del taco run mWAhAhaLOLz.. yeap.. some things never change -=) i MiSS YOU GUYS~!!!!

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Friday, July 01, 2005

putting mike n carlo in charge of getting bills paid..FOREVER rent: $G+

paycheck [all of which is going into rent]: $CRAP

flight ticket back home to sac n ticket back to san diego bought last minute while waiting for work approval of my days off: $160

top for event from charlotte russe white.. no pink.. no no white.. ok pink.. ok WHiTE: $20

shoes for event from robinsons may that we're different pairs hadda go back n switched them.. took out about 20 minutes from the day and from getting ready and packing: $70

phone call that went to sum weird chicks voicemail ate my coins and hadda make another one to tell mike to call my brother cuz my stupid flight is delayed by a whole hour cuz i cant call cuz sum1 stole my f*ckn cell phone: $2

sandwhich from the airport cuz i couldn't wait a whole hour to get peanuts in the plain and i had to eat something before the club event since i haven't eaten the whole day: $7

drink from the airport because the waterfountains lookd so unsanitary: $3

admission for avalon: $ iNfAMOUs BiAtCh -=)

drinks at the bar with tip [what brothers are for ]: $40+

food at mr perrys after the club: $9

being able to come back home seeing friends the krew [what little is left that's of age] seeing nivea perform on stage seeing the fam n kicken it: $pRiCeLeSs

theres some things that money can't buy.. for everything else.. theres UR BROTHER UR MOTHER UR SiSTER n UR FRiENDS mWAhaHALOLz

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Monday, May 30, 2005

	so a million things happened since the last entry.. uhm.. i MOVED OUT OF LA MiRAGE.. to NATiONAL CiTY.. threw a LAST DAY-i'M MOViNG OUT party.. cRACkEd tHe WiNdOw.. sumhow my fist just met the window.. n doode.. what tha hell.. ahah sounds like a stupid gay ass excuse my brother would try to pull off hahahlolz uhm.. much more stuff.. no internet for a while.. yada yada.. k im gonna go now BYE
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